ku nak pengsan la.





I hate making decisons . Especially those huge decisions that will affect my entire future .





Im walking the path where everybody needs to go through once in their life time, which is choosing the course you want after sec life, which is really torturing, which is goddamn give me headache and which is also sometimes seething!




Because you see, what i really wanted is to be a physiotherapist. SG is offering diploma in physio but unfortunately the requirements to enter must be a stpm holder / A level . Daaa? I am definitely not going into stpm okay! so the second option is to to the KL to study physio where tonessss of people say that kl is very dangerous laa alot temptations laa blah blah blah.. BIG SIGH! -.- okay la somemore its also very far from my place. it's like i can only go home once or twice a month . Seeeh not to mention I am a mommy's girl . Me where can tahan?



Then, another choice is to go to nanyang poly for nursing since SG offered me. When i tell people about nursing, they tend to like, eeee you can tahan not? need to do those dirty stuff one lei. BIG SIGH AGAIN. thats why i said im going to pengsan. But one thing is that Sg is really good la.. goosh.





okay i really dont know what i am talking right now.






I really wish that someone or GOD can give me some kinda suggestions or strength or whatever to make me stronger :(







I got practical piano exam tmr!!! wish me luck people :)